HOPING...but...never will it gonna happen...SHE IS A BITCH...

THE  SCIENTIST 

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh

damnn...actually this song reminds me that i WAS happy...

In My Place...

In my place, in my place 
Were lines that I couldn't change 
I was lost, oh yeah 

I was lost, I was lost 
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed 
I was lost, oh yeah 

Yeah, how long must you wait for him? 
Yeah, how long must you pay for him? 
Yeah, how long must you wait for him? 

I was scared, I was scared 
Tired and underprepared 
But I wait for you 

If you go, if you go 
Leaving me here on my own 
Well I wait for you 

Yeah, how long must you wait for him? 
Yeah, how long must you pay for him? 
Yeah, how long must you wait for him? 

Please, please, please 
Come on and sing to me 
To me, me 

Come on and sing it out, out, out 
Come on and sing it now, now, now 
Come on and sing it 

In my place, in my place 
Were lines that I couldn't change 
I was lost, oh yeah 
Oh yeah 

happy bday me...

guess gonna start blog again!


ok..today is my birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!


haha..anyway..not that happy...


Thanx for the wishes you all..


and to the uSuAls...Thanks for the suprise...really appreciate it..
although I dont look like i am..but i sincerely do..


I dont look as happy as I had made a wrong move by finding my happiness too eagerly that I forgot the littlest thing that made me happy everyday...FRIENDS...no matter what they do...they still made me smile... but when im too eager...I just forgot everything...and it just ruined my week..I should have listen to my friend advise...yuna...she used to tell me...When you cant find it...don't find it...it will come to you...guess this had spoiled the mood of my birthday... and this is only the part 1 of my bday...part 2 ..i would present it in a poem form..



Past had taken a flight
Yet it kept calling with words
Why cant you all see the light
Cause it will not hurt


Him who is a person
Who is full of fantasy
People see him as a fern
Who need someone for his fee


Life is short for love
Love for the history
Cant we ignore the turf
Who kept reminding the misery


He kept on reminding
And we can ignore
We should learn from the mean
How the wrong things being ignored


The wrong that they do
That is what we should do
We should ignore the weed
That is on our happy field


The message im to sent
To all you people
Anytime life can end
Lets walk past the fucking hurdle

thats the part 2 of it....experienced it on my very own birthday...cant blame you all....its just a daily dose that you all have to do...

All the peoples that had changed my life...

All the people I had met thoughout my life..There is too much...thus...those who cant see that ur face...its definately there but is hidden under those pictures as i randomly sort it...=)

pictures taken on my bdae on my hp..thanx people...i love you all the SAME...no more...no less=D

suspending this bloggybloggy

hahahahaha...

ok...gonna SUSPEND

This bloggy....

haha....i think i rather keep things to myself...

although i dont put up much post...all those are quality post that you all can see the real me from those post(not the me and itah post)muahahaha...till i will update again when i need to...:)

smiley smiley always!

and againnn about happiness..............

One year have passed...and no happiness yet to be found...
While busy finding people's happiness, I still cant find my own...
I know...I have to wait for it to come by...but..isnt it too long??
Do you guys ever wanted something when you wake up from your dreaming?
A car? money? Happy family? the unwell to get well? forgiveness from someone?wanting to meet that someone?
I'm sure you all do....
well...I dont! Im always gotten distracted and never achieve what i want..If there is one thing I wanna find and search is that thing that could make me "purely" happy...purely happy ike having tears in my eyes...smile widely...speechless...and just jept on smiling eventhough may get tired from it...haha...its gonna be hard....and planned not to search it...I am just gonna wait for someone or something to come by itself...