WoRLd oF WeiRdNeSS

HOPING...but...never will it gonna happen...SHE IS A BITCH...

2008-10-18T10:20:00.000-07:00

THE SCIENTIST

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh

damnn...actually this song reminds me that i WAS happy...

2008-10-18T10:15:00.000-07:00

In My Place...

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah

I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

I was scared, I was scared
Tired and underprepared
But I wait for you

If you go, if you go
Leaving me here on my own
Well I wait for you

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

Please, please, please
Come on and sing to me
To me, me

Come on and sing it out, out, out
Come on and sing it now, now, now
Come on and sing it

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah
Oh yeah

In my place - Coldplay

happy bday me...

2008-10-16T06:59:00.001-07:00

guess gonna start blog again!

ok..today is my birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

haha..anyway..not that happy...

Thanx for the wishes you all..

and to the uSuAls...Thanks for the suprise...really appreciate it..
although I dont look like i am..but i sincerely do..

I dont look as happy as I had made a wrong move by finding my happiness too eagerly that I forgot the littlest thing that made me happy everyday...FRIENDS...no matter what they do...they still made me smile... but when im too eager...I just forgot everything...and it just ruined my week..I should have listen to my friend advise...yuna...she used to tell me...When you cant find it...don't find it...it will come to you...guess this had spoiled the mood of my birthday... and this is only the part 1 of my bday...part 2 ..i would present it in a poem form..

Past had taken a flight
Yet it kept calling with words
Why cant you all see the light
Cause it will not hurt

Him who is a person
Who is full of fantasy
People see him as a fern
Who need someone for his fee

Life is short for love
Love for the history
Cant we ignore the turf
Who kept reminding the misery

He kept on reminding
And we can ignore
We should learn from the mean
How the wrong things being ignored

The wrong that they do
That is what we should do
We should ignore the weed
That is on our happy field

The message im to sent
To all you people
Anytime life can end
Lets walk past the fucking hurdle

thats the part 2 of it....experienced it on my very own birthday...cant blame you all....its just a daily dose that you all have to do...

All the peoples that had changed my life...

All the people I had met thoughout my life..There is too much...thus...those who cant see that ur face...its definately there but is hidden under those pictures as i randomly sort it...=)

pictures taken on my bdae on my hp..thanx people...i love you all the SAME...no more...no less=D

suspending this bloggybloggy

2008-10-04T08:34:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha...

ok...gonna SUSPEND

This bloggy....

haha....i think i rather keep things to myself...

although i dont put up much post...all those are quality post that you all can see the real me from those post(not the me and itah post)muahahaha...till i will update again when i need to...:)

smiley smiley always!

and againnn about happiness..............

2008-09-29T22:17:00.000-07:00

One year have passed...and no happiness yet to be found...
While busy finding people's happiness, I still cant find my own...
I know...I have to wait for it to come by...but..isnt it too long??
Do you guys ever wanted something when you wake up from your dreaming?
A car? money? Happy family? the unwell to get well? forgiveness from someone?wanting to meet that someone?
I'm sure you all do....
well...I dont! Im always gotten distracted and never achieve what i want..If there is one thing I wanna find and search is that thing that could make me "purely" happy...purely happy ike having tears in my eyes...smile widely...speechless...and just jept on smiling eventhough may get tired from it...haha...its gonna be hard....and planned not to search it...I am just gonna wait for someone or something to come by itself...

Love this song....:)

2008-09-19T12:07:00.000-07:00

Be My Valentine

Girl you don’t know me but I sure know you
From the long black hair to the size of your shoes
I’ve met your brother, and spoken to some of your friends
But darling that’s where it ends

Cuz baby all I want do is talk to you
To buy you a drink, maybe buy you some food
But I’m a geek, and nervous half of the time
So would you be, would you be my…

Be my valentine
We’ll go out about town to dine
Be my valentine
I’ll get you drunk on cheap red wine
Be my valentine
Now that’s when I’ll touch your behind
If you’d be my valentine
That would be so, fine

I’ll pretend to like the restaurants you pick
I will even sit through yet another chick flick
And if we argue, I’ll let you win the fight
Just as long as I get to have SEX that night

But all you ever want to do is sit and talk
And go for one of those damn long walks
I just wanna see you naked, is that a crime?
So I’m asking you, would you be my…

Be my valentine
You’ll have your clothes off in no time
Be my valentine
Our bodies will be entwined
Be my valentine
Don’t tell me I’m not your kind
If you’re not my valentine
I will break your, spine

Baby you’re a honey, baby you’re a fox
I treasure you more than my Xbox
I’d run butt naked on the street if you ask me to

And even if you’re angry and you kick me in the nuts
I’m the only guy who’ll never ever hate your guts
So please say you will cuz baby I’m asking you

Be my valentine
Baby you look so fine
Be my valentine
And your bum is just devine
Would you be my valentine
Please please don’t decline
Would you be my valentine
Baby baby can’t you read the sign
Would you be my valentine
You stupid girl just be mine
Would you be my valentine
Our body fluids must combine
You’ll continue my bloodline
Be my valentine
The mole I have I swear it’s benign
Don’t treat me like Frankenstein
Be my valentine
I have no more words to rhyme(really?)

Except for lime

Just be mine, be my valentine
I think I’ve found love, really
I never felt this way before
Honestly(be my valentine)

haha...sweetest song ever..=)

Be my valentine - Don & Drew

funny yet stupid wednesday..

2008-09-17T06:58:00.000-07:00

okkk...gonna do posting abt today...

Skipped the workshop...

Helped itah on her PP...

do stupid things...and laugh abt it the whole day...

look at this animation itah made...

cool shit uh??haha...oh yar...did sumthin in an empty class sumthin that im not supposed to do...and left a mark there...sumthin that is brown and watery...can get free frm a mama shop...

and to end it up with getting scolded by a capoeira instructor for playing with sling shot which i didnt play it...I was just trying it!!!HONESTLY!!=(

Stuck in the blanks...

2008-09-16T08:08:00.000-07:00

I don’t understand this current world... Why must we always be better than someone else?
Why don’t we just lead to a carefree life with no worries? All these competitions.
If you don’t be better than anyone then your future will suffer.
To all people who are thinking this way: ARE YOU HAPPY?
I used to follow the norms of trying to be the best, but I’m still not happy.

If I were try to recall, I was never happy.
Happy meaning leading a life with no fear and smile no matter what.
Ever since primary 1, I was lost in this confused world.
I just can’t find anything that interests me.

Photography? Music? Poems? Science?
They are just hobbies that could make time fly fast. Science? That is my talent.
I’m deeply lost in this world, this would explain to all my friends about my blank face.

When I do stupid stuff?
They are just stuff to make people laugh. I just think that if I can’t make myself happy, why not making other people happy? That would help the world a better place to stay in rather than trying my best to make myself happy. There are people out there who are in MUCH worst condition. Why not make their day?

And still...I’m not happy... Anyone out there could show me my passion? My interests?
And...My happiness.........

Skipped Class becoz of my "sexy" date...damn herr

2008-09-15T08:53:00.000-07:00

CRAZY MoMENTS! in the Library

hahaaha...had fun anyway...itah broke the study cubicle in the Library...hahahaha! tats shows how fat she is!:P

ps..refraining myself frm meeting itah during sch hours..SHE CAN CORRUPT ppl's MIND!

introducing...my sexy DATE

2008-09-11T09:21:00.000-07:00

Ben & Jerry Date with Ita and Roza...YOu know i knoW..JUbs Know..hahaha

introducing my new sexy date....but don't be mistaken by her sweet nature....she is a MONSTAR!!She injured my middle finger...

Thats her...awww....isnt tat sweet....she look lyk...the paraolympic swimmers..no offence to you guys...there is always inner beauty...and ita...she is good at influencing PEOPLE...RIGHT ITA??hehe...and..she is not a "penghasut"...

There!!i pity my finger...she had been living with me for almost 18 years...and gotten badly injured by that monstar...=(

At the end of the day...i actually enjoy it...the time when tat monstar feels damnnnn guilty and kept on saying sorry...muahahahahaa....it feels SOOOO GOOOOOOD!hehe...no offence...

jealousy over the history

2008-09-08T14:46:00.000-07:00

When I look at your face
I could see light shining so bright
When I’m here and you’re there
The deep feelings begin to ignite

How foolish can I be?
To think that she’s better than me

So come on
Let’s dump the history book
Cause there’s nothing to overlook
And let’s create a new storybook
Writing down the fairytales of me and you

The beauty of the crazy
That sparked our similarity
Please don't live without me
Even if we lose our identity

No I won’t leave you ever
Cause you're now my favourite flavour

So come on
Let’s dump the history book
Cause there’s nothing to overlook
And let’s create a new storybook
Writing down the fairytales of me and you

How foolish can I be?
Cause she can't have my Mr blurry king.....

Mas...muahahaha...i think i want you to sing this song ive wrote...hahahahahahhaha

To all my friends out there...

2008-08-26T23:18:00.000-07:00

You guys may be wondering why ive been going home early or not as late as usual and give the reason of...."i got curfew ahh...my mom neverr let me go out..." and many more....

actually i need to be home cause to lessen the burden of my family.....

my mom and dad had been fighting.....and if with me not being home....it like making everything worse...cause normally i will get scolded by either my mom or dad.....no...i wil get scolded by both at different timing as they refrain frm seeing each other and talk with each other....and also lessen the family problems....me getting home late is one of our family problem...

With this...hope you guys would understand......peace outzz......

haha...I am HAPPY!!...or am i???hmmmm

2008-08-25T11:23:00.000-07:00

haha...gonna start of with this verse...

The love of our life is just like a jug of water
filled to the brim
It start off so fine till we got broke down
and the water spilled on the field

thought of that in the MRT with my friends...

anyway..haha...im having doubts of myself being happy...haha...am i truly happy???
I make people happy does that mean i am supposed to be happy too??
haha...i dun even know what does happy feels like...its like blank!
Trying hard to be happy...and its only short-lived.....i'll end up staring at blank airs....

I make ppl happy by being weird...and who gonna make me feel happy?? my friends do make me happy...but..at home...i feel soo empty...what to do??Where on earth i could get happiness??
haha...sorry for this stupid post....its just a contradictingg part of my life....am i happy by making ppl happy??or im just not happy with everything and no one can make me happy...there is one...but..haha...like i previously said...its all spilled on the field....and ive got over it...haha...

I want a girlfriend for my birthday....HAHAHAHA!

2008-07-30T23:02:00.000-07:00

Sleepless dreams

Staring at those Barbados pride
Old tree on the far side
Eyes won’t shut
Collecting anger like a water butt

Mistakes can’t hide
No matter if I cried
Being told to fight for rights
But still go for a flight

Feelings aren’t concrete
Won’t improve even if I eat
She gone with the better one
Bled even before I could count

Wished for your happiness
Celebrate for my sadness
Thinking everything is possible
Found out nothing is reparable

2008-07-30T22:16:00.000-07:00

SO..MY DREAM WAS RIGHT AFTER ALL!

hate it when everything i think of is right...

ALL I'M LEFT IS JUST MY PRAYERS FOR BOTH OF YOUR HAPPINESS...HAHA...HE SEEMS TO BE THE RIGHT GUY FOR YOU AFTER ALL!haha...

lAsT LoNg AiTess??!!

2008-07-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

Jason Mraz If It Kills Me

Hello, tell me you know

Yeah, you figured me out

Something gave it away

And it would be such a beautiful moment

To see the look on your face

To know that I know that you know now

And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking

You know nothing

Cause you and I

Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and

We get along much better

Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you

A kind much closer than friends use

But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me

As the feeling inside keeps building

And I will find a way to you if it kills me

If it kills me

Well how long, can I go on like this,

Wishing to kiss you,

Before I rightly explode?

This double life I lead isn’t healthy for me

In fact it makes me nervous

If I get caught I could be risking it all

Baby there’s a lot that I miss

In case I’m wrong

Well all I really wanna do is love you

A kind much closer than friends use

But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me

As the feeling inside keeps building

And I will find a way to you if it kills me

If it kills me

If I should be so bold

I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand

Tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man

But I never said I would

I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again

All I really wanna do is love you

A kind much closer than friends use

But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me

As the feeling inside keeps building

And I will find a way to you if it kills me

If it kills me

I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me

It’s a feeling inside that keeps building

And I will find a way to you if it kills me

If it kills me

It might kill me

This song is just like the reflective image of my love life and what i want now...the only different is that i dont want to show to her...or even let her know that i want her...hmm..its a long story.....

for bo..taufiq and juboo...ape korang ckp blakang ako...atau depan ako????ako nk tau jgk!!!

2008-07-26T01:16:00.000-07:00

I think i miss you

Why?
1. Whenever I’m under the sun, it always reminds me the way you smile

2. When I’m about to sleep, I will always reminisce the moment when we used to tell each other goodnight without fail

3. Whenever I woke up, your voice was missed as your voice was used to be the first voice I heard when I woke up(calling you to wake you up)

4. Whenever I got bored, I always remember the time when I pick up a fight with you(because I was bored)

5. Whenever my ego got control over me, it reminds me that moment of the time I break your heart

Last one I want to state;
Whenever I closed my eyes, an re-enactment of you first walked towards me at BUGIS MRT Station plays endlessly in my mind (our first date)

There are more to be stated...but...it’s no use to state it down anymore actually...you will never give me that chance again....I state it down as its really had been affecting my mood....I really need to let it out... Every time I want to forget you, someone or something always reminds me the existence of you...that happy girl...=)haha..

Ps; farhan...ko nk tau sangat kn??psl ni laa...

2008-07-18T09:55:00.000-07:00

that dAtE

Theres been so much things i wanna say...
but everythings that i could say would be in vain...
I could only say...

how much i could not forget her...
she is the one who made me feel the purest of love...
she is the one who made me feel the purest of pain...
kept on thinking of her every night and day...
made a divertion to forget her-being weird
but still..could not make myself to do it...

all ive been wanting...
back to the past...
refrain myself from being EGO...
and maybe...there could be a chance of a beam of light shine on to me....

you are the sunshine of my days...
you are the moon and stars of my nights...
you lighted up my pathways...
make all the flowers in the garden look nice...

Now...after a month not contacting you...all i could do is pray every night that you would wake up in the morning and tuck in at night having the same happy smile..hope everything would go right for you...hope your attachment wont be soo sucky just like you've said..all i can do is just wait for a sms..or just wait the day after my birthday...if you would remember our date that i had told you on 18 march 2008 at 3:54pm..I know i maybe crazy...i maybe lame...and its all because of this feeling...LOVE

2008-07-09T09:42:00.000-07:00

mode of enjoyment

my life now
its already full with plans
nothing can change it
except to break it all apart
tomorrow
i have class that start at 9
should i make it
i dont know
Im not happy
unless i break it all
lets not make it snappy
or we will lose all the fun
Lets make plans and then break it
its all part of the plan
the plan of enjoyment
this is how we should enjoy life...

2008-07-03T08:33:00.000-07:00

ILLUSION

I want to know the reason why
Why everything is so greyish
I wanna know i wonder why
Why all the couples are so happy

People says its love, i don’t think so
Isnt love is just an illusion
Its just reasons, to be happy
And forget our problems

Love seems to be beautiful
But they aren’t
Reasons of all hatred
Dont judge it by the colour

I want to know the reason why
Why everything is so greyish
I wanna know i wonder why
Why all the couples are so happy

2008-06-24T21:58:00.000-07:00

there is soo many love story that is happening in te world now...

All have the different start and different end....but share one content...love...

love is not all that in life....we can actually live without it....

but...we human...feel that love have a paramount importance that people even kill themselves for a stupid reason of love..

love...to me...i dont know much about it...dont even know i was in love before...in the past...everything just...come...and...go...when she's gone....heartache...is heartache the meaning of love?to me it is...hahaha...trying everything to keep it going....ended up...fell like a falling leaf...

so...people may say...love is a fairytale??happy endings??true love??

to me they are bullshits...

haha...anyways...different people..have different perspective....=)

2008-06-18T08:46:00.000-07:00

A Simple song for YOU!!!

By: Guess Who?!

If I could only
Stop the time and
Hold on to you
I would be singing

Sing a song for you
Showing I love you
Tearing your eyes
I’m feeling so right

And
I want to
Hold on to you
And never let go
I’ll never let go

If I could only
Stop the time and
Hold on to you
I would be singing

Sing a song for you
Showing I love you
Tearing your eyes
I’m feeling so right

And
I want to
Hold on to you
And never let go
I’ll never let go

Walking through the night
Gazing all the stars
Watching you smile
Cracking my walls inside

Composed by : alfalah

2008-06-13T12:12:00.000-07:00

Forgotten Date
by : Guess Who?!

The coldness of the night ive been waiting for you
The fear of losing you had caught me in tears
How can you forget this special date
That ive been waiting for so long

The sweet dreams of you had caught me in tears
The memories of us in our teen years
How can you forget this special date
That ive been waiting for so long

How can i hold down all this tears
Losing you is my only fear
How can i hold down all this fears
Watching you is all i can do

The coldness of the night ive been waiting for you
The fear of losing you had caught me in tears
How can you forget this special date
That ive been waiting for so long

The sweet dreams of you had caught me in tears
The memories of us in our teen years
How can you forget this special date
That ive been waiting for so long

Forgotten Date - Guess Who?!

Composed by : Al Falah

2008-06-01T07:43:00.000-07:00

Sayangku
by: Guess Who?!

Setelah lame bercinta
Kita telah terpisah
Kita masih
Masih terpisah

Ku tak kan lupakn
Memoris yang indah
Ku tak kan lupakn
Aku cuba mencarimu
setelah berpisah

Aku cuba mencarimu
Tapi dimana kah kamu telah pun pergi
Aku cuba mencarimu
Tapi di mana kau berada

Sayang ku
Sayang ku

Setelah beberapa teman
Kaulah salah satu gadis
yang telah
menangi hatiku

Aku telah tersilap
Kerna aku salah sangka
Kamu dengan si dia
aku cuba mencarimu
tapi dimana
tanpemu aku gelisah

Aku cuba mencarimu
Tapi dimana kah kamu selama ini
Aku puas mencarimu
Tapi di mana kau berada

Sayang ku
Sayang ku

Dimana kau berada
Kau slalu dimimpiku
Ku keseorangan
Maafkn aku

Aku cuba mencarimu
Tapi dimana kah kamu selama ini
Aku puas mencarimu
Tapi di mana kau berada

Sayang ku
Sayang ku...

Sayangku - Guess Who - Guess Who?!

composed by :SamaT, Taufiq...Falah...hahaha...

2008-05-31T11:40:00.000-07:00

A poem just for you

avoided and ignored
its all u had done
where would it lead
i swear i wish i had a gun

a gun to vanish
all the doubts
that had been screening
thoughout our friendship

I know i cant
I know i shouldnt
love you more
more than a friend

What should i do
you should tell me
how to get to you
when you ignored me

ignore my sms
ignore my care
but do remember
my love for you are true...

DONE!

2008-05-22T07:14:00.000-07:00

Lost

When was the last time
felt so happy then
it was the time when
everything's felt ok

When i was broken heart
i study and study
to mend this broken heart
it works really well

Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

Its happiness now i lost
long lost in the fantasy
fantasy now seems grey
how to change it...how to change it...

qouted by mR.halaf " Its good to know that broken heart are already mended...but to the extent to forget happiness?worth it?"

2008-05-20T07:19:00.000-07:00

THE SILHOUETTE

The silhouette of a guy
show neither sadness nor smile
only have one plan in life
to find his feelings

Searching from high
searching to low
whats the point having the sun
when you cant see expression

searching at far east
to the west side
looking at the horizon
at 6pm was nice

He kept on studying
in order to search for happiness
but books cant help
they made him repel

the repulsion was so strong
he did not have 2 legged friend
instead.....
he got pages of friends

this is the story of a man
who is not happy
but created sadness
he was called halaf-la

Created by : al falah
inspired by : al falah's lifee

2008-05-08T08:29:00.000-07:00

My vibrating heart

every calls called
every message got
what did i do
to overslept

tried my best
to get the rest
but failed still
like all the test

Vibrating heart
Vibrating heart
why is there no link
Vibrating heart
Vibrating heart
need that shut eye soon..

i cant sleep right
i hug my pillow tight
its already 3
and my eyes cant shut

taking my sleeping pills
read "shake sphere" script
but still
my eyes wont budge

Vibrating heart
Vibrating heart
why is there no link
Vibrating heart
Vibrating heart
need that shut eye soon..

and i still cant sleep...dammit..

2008-05-07T09:33:00.000-07:00

"The first aidER kiss"

Black ink fell in my eyes
i drop down on the street
tried to open my eyes
but i fell long asleep

little did i have known
i was saved by something
something i long waited for
which is the first aider kiss

everything felt so good
everything was finally right
i wake up from my dreams
to receive the first aid kiss

i wish the chance come again
to get to see her again
if only i could get
another of the first aider kiss

everything will be good
it will be so heaven
i will wake from my sleep
to receive the first aider kiss

i smiled brightly again
when i see her again
but little did we know
it was actually a he...

the first aider kiss...(vomit)

2008-05-05T09:10:00.000-07:00

"Ex girlfriend"

I was cleaning up my room

when i came across of you

you me in the photo frame

it made my white eyes pain

you phone me for company

slammed it to anger me

of all the things you do

attempt to lie to me

dont come find to me

dont wanna see you again

my ex-girlfriend

always hated your perfume smell

it caused me to hang

up high in the blue sky

cant feel my thighs (are too numb)

you phone me for company

slammed it to anger me

of all the things you do

attempt to lie to me

dont come find to me

dont wanna see you again

my ex-girlfriend

I was cleaning up my room

when i came across of you

you me in the photo frame

i burn it in the plane...(What?!)

2008-05-03T11:11:00.000-07:00

"Unfaithful REPLY"

edited by falah

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

she's more than a girl
And to me this is love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
and i think i lost again
cause she is not being true

And I know that she is unfaithful
And it kills me inside
To know that she's happy with some other guy
cant you see im dying

Why are you doing this to me
Why are you still watching me
Everytime you walk out the door
you see me crying more inside
i dont wanna see you anymore
cause you take away my life
and i dont wanna be...
like ne-yo

I feel it in the air
she is going where
she is going for another date
A kiss upon her cheek
As i reluctantly
Asks if she's gonna be out late
you say you won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie you just have to tell
Because we both know
Where you about to go
And we know it very well

And I know that she is unfaithful
And it kills me inside
To know that she's happy with some other guy
cant you see im dying

Why are you doing this to me
Why are you still watching me
Everytime you walk out the door
you see me crying more inside
i dont wanna see you anymore
cause you take away my life
and i dont wanna be...
like ne-yo

my love, my trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to my head
to Get it over it
why am i doing this
again
Uh
again (again)

Why are you doing this to me
Why are you still watching me
Everytime you walk out the door
you see me crying more inside
i dont wanna see you anymore
cause you take away my life
and i dont wanna be...
like ne-yo

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

2008-04-25T10:20:00.000-07:00

WAIT!

Stop the time

open your eyes

what u've missed

what coming for you

Seconds are ticking

but we're not moving

eyes are staring

what is she thinking

Resting my head

on shoulder of hers

dont know what to say

do i like her

Day by day

feelings grew

by the time its 4

all missed cured

Wait and wait

all can we do

wait for a sign

of love coming through=P

LeTs Get SkankY!

2008-04-08T08:48:00.000-07:00

SKANK ALL NIGHT!

I can see
an angel skanking tonight
What can i do
to ask her to save the night

Im too high
to see everything tonight
Why walk?
we could just skank all night

Why dont we just skank all night?
skank all night...
When the night falls
we take the shots

Rubbing and shaking
skanking and smiling
We could just skank all night
skank all night

Why dont we just skank all night?
skank all night...
When the night falls
we take the shots

Whoaa...my first happy lyric..hahahahahah!

2008-03-31T04:21:00.001-07:00

haha...thanx yuni for the update...

but i wanna only tell the truth..haha...im still not over her..
i always dream of her...always wished for her happiness..haha...
but still had to move on..just like everyone adviced me to...or i could even become a gay??!hahahaha...those pic above are just my crazy moments in SAS camp...love to see ppl smiling...willing to look stupid in exchange of brighten up ppl's day...heh!

2008-03-17T19:11:00.000-07:00

ermmm......im bored...and i dun know wad to post...

The plan 2day is to go follow everywhere they wanna go...

Now im still awaiting for my camera aft living without it for 5 days....

Im healing=)

2008-03-10T09:53:00.000-07:00

Thanx yuni for revamping my blog...=)
k ppl..now i shall bring u down to my memory lane on that one day...

The walk i will not forget

The Waiting That Last Forever
On The Way To The Place

Stairs Where We Went Down Together
The Place We Sat For Hours...Me..You..Your HP
The Walk To The Toilet
The Locked Toilet
The Time When Our Eyes Sticked For Fraction Of An Hour
When There's No Toilet, Fahmy And Me Just Release It There

The Place Where We Trying To Figure How To Go Home

The Place Where We Last Cuddlezz=(

Haha...Sweet memories I've got there...People who witness these memories is only me and her...For some of it will be the other 3 couples...Sweet moments i've got there...Seems that i havent moved on...hmm...and You had moved to a new level...Happy for YOu...I will always be here..to listen to you..and lend you my shoulders..if u are too far away...cannot lend you...i got curfew..=)Hmm...Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-04T20:01:00.000-08:00

if u all miss me already..this is an updated photo of myself..

k...tc u all!!!so yaa...

2008-02-26T06:04:00.000-08:00

This is my last lyric for her....=(

Thanks for everything

On Monday night
It will always be
In my heart and mind
The day when you finally tell me

Telling me things
That I didn’t wish to hear
But still have to accept
The fact that it’s the end

It’s the end of missing
The end of B
The end of D
And the end of my journey

My journey of opening
Your heart which is closed
But it’s too late
It’s already locked

Feeling obsessed
Feeling depressed
Happy still
For those time you’re with me

Thanks for being truthful
Sorry for everything
I just hope
I could get one last chance

Chance to change
Chance to open
To open the lock
But seems to be impossible

Will remember the memories
Of smses
Of valentine
When we first hugged

With this day onward
I shall disappear
And remember these 2 words
“Head first”

2008-02-26T04:24:00.001-08:00

k ppl...this is the lyrics that i had made for her...i think it would have no more use now..so...gonna publish it...would appreciate if anyone could make it into a song..

IM sorry...

That one night it was late
i was typing on the phone
to the girl whom become my fate
She replied on the next day
to whom she didnt know at all

We kept on texting
texting from early
texting till late
Not caring the time
we cared for each other
from that time on

Kept on arranging for date
kept on missing it
till we finally figured out
to meet 2 years to date

Thats the way it began
we were there for each other
not in contact
but in the phone

The phone was our fire
that we cant live without
It felt like so real
till we get into fights

Once it feels like fantasy
then it feels like hell
but whats the thrill
without the spills

Conflicts kills our mood
kills our appetite
once hell ends
closer we get

Wishing upon the stars
that you would forgive me
for all that i said
and all the tears had shed

I'm sorry for all those pains
and all that ive done
i wasnt sober at that time
wishin i could turn back time

Will you give me a chance
open the door for me
the door that would lead me
to your heart please..

I'm sorry...

First Step

Stars shining bright
All lining up to watch
A tale of a forlorn dude
With an empty paper

What should he write?
What should he say?
To the girl's heart
This is closed to him

He wondered hard
He wondered why
Saying those words
That he didn’t mean to

Bruises on the ego
Dented on the heart
All he wants to
Is to write

Essays to pass
Poems for couples
This lyric
Is just for you

Hopefully today
You would forgive me
All those pains
All those tears...
Doubt you would
Give the key without thought
That would open once closed
To the safe in your chest

All I want is
Your forgiveness
And the first piece

To completing the puzzle <3

ok..hmm..bye..

2008-02-26T04:17:00.000-08:00

wati...if u were to accidentally to get into this blog...THANX ehk?hahahaha...k den..

"Won't Go Home Without You"

I asked her to stay
but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe it

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you,

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe it

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you, oh, oh, oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you, oh, oh, oh

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

haha...hmm...cried when listen to this song...

2008-02-25T21:52:00.000-08:00

I just wanna say thanx to all the ppl that helped me to convince her...

but...yeahh...its too late for me...she will never open it up to me....i guess...now is the time to commit suicide....NAHHHH....wanna enjoy life ferst...get babies and then commit suicide...hahahaha...but..i'll never forget her...its the best courtship i ever had...even though we never met up...hmm..if only i could rewind time and not to say those words...i got to get hold of the "click" controller...hahahhaahahah!k den...falah gonna be EMO...so...ppl....dun ask me stopid question coz i dun wanna remind myself of her...

2008-02-25T02:31:00.001-08:00

Alahai Falah.

=))

He's gonna be back with GOOD posts ok.

Oh, you,readers,need not know who am I.
I got the excess and permission to do all this from Falah.

So,
don't give up in reading his blog ok.
He will be back soon.

As soon as he stop being so....

EMO!

HELLO FALAH!

:))

TAKE CARE!

14 feb yawwww -swit.swit.swit-

2008-02-15T05:10:00.001-08:00

14 feb pics yawwww....finally...now i know wad i did wrong..now..im gonna give my everything and mostly....time......and the ending of the date was a brain wrecking...all because o how to get home...hahahaha...k then...see yaaaa!!!

I look mature in this pic...kekekeke

ok...i look like an asshole...damn...

im confused...

2008-02-11T07:04:00.000-08:00

k ppl...im confused...i like this gerl very much..lets nt say like...i LOVE this gerl!!but..she said her heart is closed for me..I tried everything i could(even composed a lyric abt how it all happens..)...but..she still gave the same answer..Now..i wanna give my all on 14 feb and try to get her back...but..i have the feelings that...hmm...how to phrase this...like..."no chance"?hmm..wish me luck on 14 feb..and anybody who have a box which could fit in a exercise book do tag me...thanx...=)

I'm Here

2008-01-25T07:19:00.000-08:00

ONE SIDED....

Thinking Thinking of those moments
we're texting in the train
I wanna know whether
If we're together

phones calls in the nite
dreamings in the day
does she love me not
or does she love me yeah

Waiting Waiting for that moment
us being together-gether
should i tell her
should i tell her NOT

lying by the ocean
feeling blue
waiting for that moment
should i tell her ohhhhh

one day
came to her place
and i tell her
what i really feel
oh my she says
i dont love u sooo....

this lyric dedicated to all rejected guys out there...DINO...URE NOT ONE OF THEM....

2008-01-16T02:58:00.000-08:00

HANDSOME KAPE?

=))

happy NEW year!!!!!!

2008-01-02T05:10:00.000-08:00

ok...firstly...we are supposed to meet at 5pm..but we set off frm WOODLANDS by 9pm!!!!WTH.....damn sianzzz....we set off late just becuz of booze and cig...heres are the pics...

In the mrt...frm left..man skin..fizah legong...taufiq apek...
me doing effect...just ignore this pic...nuthin got to do with the trip...
At last reach ...reach sentosa already liao...
tkder model..man jadi model....bolehhhh lahhh....frm left- farhan jubs.boy skin.fir.k bo.man skin.emil.fizah.hakim.siq(bawah hakim).taufiq.dzul makcik.

hahaha....cool buncha guys....and girls...
DIY fireweks...hahaha...now 1145...
12.00.07am...hahaha...side view boleh lahhh...
calming sea.....

frm left....bo.boy skin.dzul makcik.siq.taufiq. man skin.farhan.hakim.me!.qhairil.emil.fizah.

It was a blast!!!!the nt "blast" part is taking care drunk ppl...haiyoohhhhh...getting drunk is nt the prob...making nuisance is the prob...k then...mR. halaf signing ofF!!!!

Tanjong pinang trip...

2008-01-02T04:24:00.000-08:00

me in the boat..feeling SICK...
*the - 5 star hotel*
clean walkway..cig ash everywhere....
Rooms with LOADS of mosquitos...

Fully dysfunctional toilet

LEAKING shower pipe...
Im RICH!!there only...ive just chage only $10

The first thing that i shopped..( $1+/pack)

The "luxury taxi" there

The normal "taxi" there

The only shopping megamall

Things that i got frm the mall

The "SAFEST" one way traffic road...

The "suppossed-to-be" halal restaurant

The "turtle egg lady"

me slacking in the "hotel" room

tats all peeps frm my tanjong pinang trip....ITs is an unforgetable trip...try having a holiday trip there!!!u'll never regret...hahaha

2008-01-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY TWENTY-O-8!

ENJOY YOUR NEW YEAR WITH A BLAST!

for the malays..

SELAMAT TAHUN TIKUS YE!

FALAH! HELLO! :)

Heehor!

2007-12-25T06:11:00.000-08:00

FALAH!

HAVE A SAFE TRIP TO & FRO OK!

TAKE CARE!

:)

Blessings is FREE.

2007-12-18T06:55:00.000-08:00

FALAH!

GET WELL SOON!

OK,BYE!

=)

Giv it a lil time.You'll see how much she meant to you.

2007-12-15T06:15:00.000-08:00

Awww, Falah, it's sad to hear about your story.

Seriously, patience has its limits. I'm not trying to psycho you of stuff. But as I am your MANAGER *ahem-ahem*, I will play my part to try to help you,well,on behalf of the band too ok.

Well Falah, I am sure you should know by know, the meaning of LOVE. If you did't really know it, find at encarta la. Your favourite thing to do ryte. Den make it as your PM in MSN. I'm sure you people will understand how you feel upon looking at it.

It's not long til 2009. Trust me. It's like minutes from now. Try to keep the flame alive. The LOVE flame. Not the kitchen flame thingy lar. It doesn't mean that
meeting each other regurlarly=love,
by not meeting each other too you could still be in love with her.

Don't give up on things that you feel like giving up on. They might be your last chance ever. Who knows she might be the one for you? Try to sent an SMS to her now to show your love for her. I'm sure she will love you more than ever.

Relax falah. We all will be there for you ok. Try to do things that will express your love for her. Keep the flame alive ok. Don't give up on her eventhough you're not.

To everyone of you too. Keep the love flame alive. Love. It's a mixture of the most wonderful feelings.

:))

YOU EMO YET YOU DON'T KNOW.

IT'S OK TO BE EMO. OK?

enjoy the video ok falah?

sing it along if you must.

well,just sing lar falah. heehor!

emo girl outta here!

Ok yuni...

2007-12-15T03:50:00.000-08:00

heyhey to u all out there...
ok emo gerl....i shall update my blog....
hmm....sch was rocking but theres always sum1 who gonna spoil my day....
oh well....thats life....hmm...
oh yarrrr....she and me....
haizzzzz...to be told not to have high hopes.....081109....
thats the date when im gonna have my first date with her...
we do have THE chemistry...but.....
we never fail to always quarel...
we just could not escape frm fights.....
hmmm....i just will have to go with the flow till 081109...
lets see....can we last this long....
Oh well...im off to civic now...see yaa....
Thanx yuni.com......

:)

2007-12-14T07:03:00.001-08:00

I wanna say THANK YOU to Falah for letting me to update his bloggy.

HEEHOR.

I try to make it lively once again. I try ok Falah.
You must play a part oso!
I don't want him (or anyone else) to delete their blogs just cause you are lazy/busy to update.

Take ur blog as someone that you love. The one that you let out all your fears,anger,everything at!

Thankiu many2.

Hello Falah!

-Yuni.com

whoaaaaaaa

2007-11-23T07:56:00.001-08:00

wow...hmm....what a week...sch was fine as per normal...

many ppl tell me to keep quiet...is it bad to express myself in singing???

LOL...and yeahh...me and her...cant say in the blog...hahaha...what i can say is...

We are moving on smoothly...and my bloodz prob...

hmm...is it too difficult to keep to one relationship? i find it hard to understand....

You have the best girl who is devoted to u...and more..she is pretty...but..

you are seeing the other..hmm...to me...its all abt self control....ok lar...

lets not brag abt it anymore...so ya...

im feeling better after wad had happen just now..hee...cant tell u all wad happen....

hee...ok lar...bbyeeessss......

sickSICKsickSICK

2007-11-20T07:29:00.000-08:00

I had a bad start for me....i did my Understanding Test for 5 mins!!!!i reached sch 1hr b4 sch start.....Y must i have stomachache during the UT????and its the easiest UT i could have ever done....nvm....i still have 2 more UTs to back me up...After that situation....my day becoming better....not having that guy in my grp would be the greatest thing that could ever happen to me today.... and yeah....the class was as per normal....quite bored.....i did my work...then...we presented it without any difficulties....but....my mind wasnt in class today...i was thinking of her...which had made my headache become worsee....my mind wasnt actually fully occupied of her...there also one thing in my mind....the TEMPTATION SONG!!!!!wakakakakakaka...my class had banned me frm singing that song....i dun know y sia....my voice are beautiful....y dun they appreciate my voice?????hehehex....ok lah....i need to have enough rest so that my brain could function well in the morning....btw...I ONLY SMOKE 3 STICKS 2DAE!!!!!!That is athe greatest achievement for me today....wakakakaka...kk...tc....

coooool.....my ferst real posttt...hahahaha

2007-11-19T05:35:00.000-08:00

heyhey ppl....this is my firsst real post ...4get abt my last blog....all that are just craps...hahahaha....thanx to yuni!!!!hahahahaha
stoppit sak muke....lol....hehehehehehehe....kk....cannt type to much here....IM SICK....and a lil' heartache......hahahaha.....shhhhhhhhhhh....i wanna sleeeppppp....tc everyoneeeee.......btw....this are pics that had been taken today....hahaha...enjoy!!!!!

yuni.COM

falah JIBENG

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mira J ROCK CHICK

shafiq LIFEGUARD

dino MASTER BASsIST
and fai GILERRRRRRRRR